I could run

I wrote this a while ago...it still hits home.



"I could run"

i could run. but i cant.i wont
ive already been there,
for what?
to fill the daily voids that creep in my heart?
your heart. its yours. i gave it to you, but somehow learned to share it with those who were never taught how to take care of it..
so im here. believing. trying.
eyes wide open , yet there is darkness...
have i missed it?
promise? you make them i break them...
each time, i wind up here.
did i spoil it? have i done too much this time for you to see me?
believe in myself ? how when that's all i see?
....teach me...look past that, and look at me...deep...
so here i am...one more time.
i could run.but i cant, i wont
i've already been there.
once again,
you win.