WHY?

I wrote this last year...Ive been rummaging through things in my writing achives and this is one of my favorite lessons....in fact it applies to my life now, and everyday...

Have you ever thought about how many times a year you ask God "WHY"?
Let me share something with you guys...it may not be relevant to you but it will at some point it may make you think... by no means am i asking for you to adopt my thoughts as your own but hey this is Michelle you are reading about since when dont i give you the real deal? =)
Lately my heart has stood at a question mark...the questions grew and no answer came...but yet another problem came then another...and it just kept building...everything still unanswered...no matter how loud i got screaming at God...or how tightly i gripped the wheel of my car as i drove for hours at a time crying and screaming....

I came to this point of my life...a reminder that He is still God...and I am still nothing...my words cant heal...my touch wont restore and my presence doesnt bring anyone chills...SO my question WHY? is really irrelevant to HIM who holds the answer and the plan of my life...in fact...

"why?" is a faithless act of us not trusting Him who has control of our lives...

So what do we do in these times...that inevitably hurt like hell? It is comforting to stay in limbo for a while asking "why" and waiting for an answer b/c in that waiting you kinda become numb...and thats where your faith becomes stagnant...thats where i was at...
so how did i get out of it? I started saying "YES"! Yes to whatever comes..."

YES" moves you forward..."WHY" moves you backward."

...ahh the power of yes...start saying yes to God instead of saying "why" and He will not only move you forward but he will grow you stronger...am i done hurting? NOPE...this hurts like crazy...but id rather hold Gods hand blindly than lead myself in the light of this world...Love you guys...life comes at cha...say yes!